Wednesday, October 28

Spain! Italy! France!

Come explore Spain, the French Riviera and Italy with other LDS Singles on the Voyager of the Seas!


Um, how could I not want in on this trip? As soon as Emily B sent me the Facebook invitation, I knew I must go! It's taken some coordinating, but Emily B, Stephanie J and I are going and we're going to room together. I called the travel agent this morning to put down the down payment.

I AM SO EXCITED!! Italy was next on my list of places to see, I've never been to southern France or anywhere in Spain, I adore cruises, and I adore the two women I'm going with!

Cruise Itinerary
Day 1 Barcelona, Spain 7 PM
Day 2 Fun Day At Sea
Day 3 Naples, Capri, Italy 7 AM to 7 PM
Day 4 Civitavecchia (ROME), Italy 7 AM to 7 PM
Day 5 Livorno (Florence/Pisa), Italy 7 AM to 7 PM
Day 6 Villefranche (Nice), France 7 AM to 7 PM
Day 7 Provence (Marseilles), France 7 AM to 5 PM
Day 8 Barcelona, Spain 6 AM

We're planning to go a couple of days early to spend some time in Barcelona before the ship shoves off. Two weeks in Europe! 'Twil be an amazing trip.

Hey -- if I have to be single, I might as well take off and play with other single folks in amazing, gorgeous, historic Europe! Woo-hoo!!

Tuesday, October 27

First Snow of the Season

I always like to note the first snowfall of the season. Today's looked like a goose-down pillow burst and the snow didn't stick, but it was still snow! Sweater and wool scarf season is here!

Hooray!

My guess is that it will snow on and off for the next 2 days, and then we won't have any more until after Thanksgiving...

Monday, October 26

Lessons Learned 10/26

Today I learned:

1. I do NOT like portabella mushrooms.

2. Watch where I put my hands. (Pretty much, just be aware of my surroundings.)

3. I WANT the "hard" notes. (Tell me what to fix so that I can grow as an actress and not stink up the show!)

4. To hum before I speak so that my voice is more lyrical and melodious.

5. If I tell the shop girl at the dance store that I need ballet slippers for a play, she will recommend the cheap ones. (Yay! Inexpensive shoes are still new shoes!)

6. The exact moment when I think I might catch up on work is when two more projects will drop in my lap.

7. My skin will break out before, after, and during any stressful event in at least seven places on my face.

8. I am capable of talking to cute boys without devolving into a goon.

9. More people are unashamed Star Trek fans than I would have ever suspected.

10. If I'm going to sit down really hard, make sure I'm not going to ram my tailbone on the corner of a wooden box.

and

11. The woman who taught me most of what I know about theatre etiquette and character work thinks I am a tremendous actress!

Been a busy day -- I think I'll go watch Dancing with the Stars, sit on an ice pack, and relax before bedtime!

Sunday, October 25

Working Theory



I admit, I think about those kinds of things all the time...

Saturday, October 24

Kiss Me Earnest

I auditioned for two plays today.

The first was The Importance of Being Earnest at Hale Centre Theatre West Valley City. Miss Cecily Cardew is one of my absolute dream roles! I have been preparing for this audition for weeks. I haven't auditioned for a straight play in awhile, and I really, really wanted to give myself the best chance possible. I even solicited help from two trusted friends, Kate and Stephanie J, who gave me wonderful advice and encouragement. (This is the audition I was referring to in the Audition post. I had to scrap the original monologue, but I think my audition was the better for that week of work.)

Even after rehearsing for a solid week and really working on the reading the director requested, I was nervous this morning. But I went in and gave it all I had. I feel great about it. I couldn't have done any more than I did. I know I was good and I had fun! I was actually surprised that I wasn't called back. I am probably more disappointed than I will admit to myself. I've heard some rumors since this morning about what they were looking for with Cecily, and there's nothing I could have done about the "wishes" that I don't meet. It's just the way it is so I won't worry at it. I have absolutely no regrets about the audition. I am glad that I gave it a shot and that I did so well!

I just hope I have another opportunity soon to audition for Earnest again. I really do want to play Cecily someday!

To take some of the pressure of the Earnest audition off, I decided to audition for Kiss Me Kate at Rodgers Memorial Theatre today, too. I figured, if I wasn't called back for Earnest then I'd still get to go sing and dance and have some fun, and if I was called back for Earnest it would be something to do with the excited energy.

I was thrilled when I pulled into the parking lot and saw my friend Austin walking past. He had just auditioned too! He came with me and waited for me to sing so that we could grab some lunch together before the dance audition (I think it's a great idea to dance as part of the initial audition to give people a second chance at a call back). I literally selected a song at midnight last night and then rehearsed it the entire hour in between the Earnest and Kate auditions this morning. I sang "42nd Street" which I know well, and I think I did fine if not good. I just love to sing!

Austin and I ate burgers at 5 Guys Burgers and Fries and still had plenty of time to hang out before the dance audition. We had the option to do an easy dance and/or a difficult one, since not all of the parts require a lot of dancing. I chose to do both, but I really wasn't feeling the easy dance. After I finished, I thought "This is lame. What am I even doing here?"

I enjoyed the difficult dance more. It was freakishly fast and hard, but I was able to do it and I had fun. I felt a little intimidated by some of the other women there. Looking around and watching the other girls I realized what an un-Fosse-esque body I have. I danced fine, but I don't think I looked quite right. Crazy. I could do the steps and was proud of myself at the end. I don't have much training, but I do like to dance!

I didn't get called back for Kiss Me Kate, either. It's probably just as well. I should probably finish Sleeping Beauty before I get too deep into another show!

The funniest part of today? After I finished my Earnest audition, while I waited to find out of I'd been called back, I pulled out the book I'm reading -- Persuasion by Jane Austen. The second paragraph I read said:

"It is over! it is over!" she repeated to herself again, and again, in nervous gratitude. "The worst is over!"


Ain't that the truth? Classic!

Friday, October 23

Tired

I am tired.

I always forget how much energy rehearsing a play takes out of me.

But then, it's not just the play. It's work, and the play, and preparing for the next play, and eating, and finding time to be with friends, and taking showers, and finding time to be with family, and church, and working at night after rehearsal, and my calling, and necessary "down" time before I crawl into bed, and grocery shopping, and scripture study.

It's a lot of stuff. A lot of stuff I don't want to give up.

So, even though I am so exhausted I almost started crying at work yesterday for no reason other than I seriously need a nap

I am happy!

I am doing exactly what I want to do. I chose all of this. Nobody is making me do it. Even going to work isn't something I'm forced to do. I get to go to work every day and be useful and have something to show for my day. I get to be in a play where I love the cast and play a fairy who breaks into song all the time. My friends and family want to spend time with me, and I with them. I get to wash my hair and smell like rosemary mint (the scent of my shampoo and conditioner). I get to eat pretty much whenever I need to. I get to read the scriptures and renew my spiritual bond with my Heavenly Father every day. I could give up any of these activities and have more time to sleep but I don't want to! I choose to be active. I choose to do all of these activities because they encourage my personal growth and happiness.

The amazing thing is in spite of being so busy I don't have stressful drama at the present.

I am blessed.

Life is good.

Tiring, but good.