Remember my "before" shot in this dress?
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I can barely pinch the fabric on the left side. |
Here is the after:
It's a three inch difference! Hooraaaaaaaaaaay! I weighed myself at Larissa's house and asked her to take this photo. She was so excited about the difference that she suggested I try on one of her dresses:
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This dress is a size four. I'm shocked that Larissa was able to zip me into it without any problems, especially since our body types are so different! |
The happy result is that my clothes fit MUCH better now. I was even able to wear my Sleeping Beauty costume to Salt Lake Comic Con (my mom made that dress for me when I was 20 and had a 20 year-old's metabolism). No, I don't fit into my skinniest jeans, and no, I don't mind all that much.
The food, for the most part, was tasty and satisfying. I definitely liked some of the frozen entrees more than others, but I always liked the vegetables. I ate some combination of eggs, bacon, and cheese for breakfast, and cheese, nuts, and apples for snacks. I never felt like I was starving. The program allowed for variety and decent portion sizes as long as it was the right kinds of food. The frozen meals saved me -- I never could have made it as long as I did if I'd been required to prepare my own meals during the first few weeks of rehearsals for Jekyll and Hyde.
The main drawback was my timing. I tried to fit the program in between my trip to Cedar City and Salt Lake Comic Con/my birthday, so I shorted my diet three days: 25 instead of the full 28 days. I also got sick (due to allergies and the weather change) during the third week, so I wasn't able to exercise as much as I would have liked, and I slept through a couple of lunches. I'm trying not to think "what if?" I had been able to complete the entire program without interruption.
I cannot pretend that my cravings for sugar and carb-loaded food went away entirely. After the first two weeks, I dreamed almost nightly that I accidentally cheated and ate something chocolatey: cookies, pudding, frosting, brownies, you name it. I will say that it was tough ending the diet. I felt major anxiety at that first day of Comic Con when I had eaten all my snacks, needed a meal, and bought a pulled pork sandwich (I cannot bear to buy a salad when out to eat). The sandwich and Sun chips were delicious -- everything I wanted them to be. By the end of the second day I had eaten a Snickers, a Wachamacallit, a cheeseburger, fries, peaches, and ice cream. At that point, I missed vegetables and wanted to go back to being strict again!
My mom says that Weight Watchers has a saying: "The day you end your diet is the day you begin gaining the weight back." Isn't that awful? It's probably true, but I don't want to be afraid of food. If I eat healthy most of the time, I don't want to beat myself up if I eat a Snickers, too. I tend to go a little overboard and am either all in or all out. This is why I don't feel too sorry for myself when I am with people who are eating foods that I'm abstaining from (I did smell a lot of desserts, to the amusement and exasperation of my friends) -- I'm all in the diet and I'm okay with my choice. In the future, I'm determined to strike a healthy balance so I can enjoy life.
My goal now is to maintain my weight loss and strengthen and tone my body. I started getting up early to run again yesterday, and I did yoga this morning. I still have four days worth (well, three now) of frozen meals to eat which should get me through this work/rehearsal week. Happily, some of my family members gave me a crock pot for my birthday, so I should be able to cook up some healthy and delicious meals this weekend to get me through next week, too. It IS possible to eat healthy when I'm busy, and I am determined to do it :D CONSTANT VIGILANCE!!
In conclusion, I hope I can keep this up. I honestly enjoyed the food choices and am considering purchasing the program for another 28 days in the near future. I don't particularly need to lose more weight, but I like the food and I really like feeling in control of my cravings!
And I LOVE looking better in my clothes!!
2 comments:
The truth is that we are never really off a diet. Your diet is the way you eat. It's just that the word has become synonymous with trying to lose weight. I did Weight Watchers for 3 years and lost 170 pounds on it. Then I changed my diet, and gained some of it back (luckily, not even half of it). Now I'm back to trying to get that gain off again. It's much harder this second time around. I've discovered that losing the weight isn't the hard part; maintaining a weight you like is. Fluctuations will happen, and you can't beat yourself up for them. Don't freak out when the scale goes up and down a bit. Being in control of what you eat and when you eat it is really the key. And you can lose/maintain weight even if you eat a Snickers every now and then, just not every day. But if you know your trigger foods (mine are M&Ms and potato chips), it gives you a lot more power and control. Good luck! You look great!
I love you! I really need to check blogger more often. You are fantastic and I love to see you so glowingly happy. We've talked - I truly believe you can eat chocolate or a snack every single day and maintain weight - just not a ton that will make your blood sugar spike and then crash. Work it, girl!
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